One Month Closer: Groanings too Deep for Words

Click here for Day 1, Day 2, Day 3, Day 4 This morning at 3am I woke up to another bad dream, which basically means I'm up for the day. I guess I'll write a bit. One month ago, almost to the hour, I felt Lucy's heart beat for the last time. Upon waking, my... Continue Reading →

July 5, 2024

Lucy Update Day 4-5: Groaning, Double-Guessing, Grace and Gas

Click here for Day 1, Day 2, Day 3, One Month Update June 4-5 GroaningOn June 4, the morning of the day Lucy was predicted to pass, it was very hard to distinguish the groans and cries I heard from Bethany at 3am that morning from the ones I heard on the morning of September... Continue Reading →

June 7, 2024

Lucy Update Day 3: Tears = Food

(Update: On June 5, 2024 Lucy passed away and is in the arms of Jesus) Click here forDay 1, Day 2, Day 4, One Month Update I ask you to not skip reading this Psalm just to get to the update. Psa. 42:1 As a deer longs for flowing streams, so I long for... Continue Reading →

June 4, 2024

Lucy Update Day 2: Our Cloud of Witnesses

(Update: On June 5, 2024 Lucy passed away and is in the arms of Jesus) Click here for Day 1 , Day 3, Day 4, One Month Update June 2 TDLR Version: If you don’t want to read the emotional ramblings of a guy who is working off 1 hour of sleep, Lucy’s prognosis hasn’t... Continue Reading →

June 2, 2024

Lucy’s Story Day 1: Calamity Strikes

(Update: On June 5, 2024 Lucy passed away and is in the arms of Jesus) Click here for Day 2, Day 3, Day 4, One Month Update June 1 This morning was beautiful just like every other morning had been this week. It was a beautiful start to the gift we were given of a... Continue Reading →

June 2, 2024