(Update: On June 5, 2024 Lucy passed away and is in the arms of Jesus)
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June 1
This morning was beautiful just like every other morning had been this week. It was a beautiful start to the gift we were given of a sabbatical by our church. We had an amazing lake cottage in Maine and were simply enjoying life together on our last full day here. We were eating a quick lunch by the lake and the kids decided to try badminton in the front yard. Bethany and I were relaxing in the back when we heard screaming.
Due to a freak accident with a racquet that broke on a downward swing, a sharp piece had entered Lucy’s skull while she was sitting on the sideline and caused catastrophic injury. She was still breathing but unresponsive as I held her with Bethany crying out to God. Bethany went with EMS as I trailed with the kids and we got to a small children’s hospital. They immediately took her by helicopter to Maine Medical Center in Portland. Upon arrival she went right to the operating room where they removed part of her skull to relieve pressure and deal with her injury. She coded, they got her back, and they completed the surgery. In the PICU we are being told that there is a very slim chance she recovers. She is currently intubated, has no brain function but occasionally breaths on her own. We are praying for a miracle but our hearts hurt with incomprehensible pain. I have so many scattered thoughts and memories…
Four weeks ago she asked Bethany how to be with God and be saved. Bethany explained it to her and offered to pray with her, but “Miss Independent” wanted to do it herself. She went to her room and prayed to God to forgive her and that she believed in Jesus death and resurrection. What a gift.
We had family devotions yesterday where she asked to sing “ He Will Hold Me Fast”. She always loved that song.
I just taught on processing grief in the last Adult Bible Class I taught before sabbatical. Am I willing to submit to my own advice? Right now holding her hand I’m not sure, but I want to. I’ve been physically beating my chest asking for faith. I resonate with this quote I referenced in that class…
“Knock and it shall be opened.’ But does knocking mean hammering and kicking the door like a maniac?”
― C.S. Lewis, A Grief Observed
I had been reading yesterday about phases in our spiritual lives where God shows us something hard and walks with us through it. I observed I have been a bit resistant to this in my journaling. Bethany and I then discussed Job as she finished her Bible reading plan with that book. Yesterday we were discussing how terrifying the book is. It’s even more so now. So gravely terrifying and mysteriously comforting.
I will update this post as I get information. Please pray…
– That God would be pleased to work a miracle and heal Lucy.
– That the enemy would not prey on our children. They are blaming themselves and taking it hard, however they do not yet know how serious it is.
– For our faith. We are hanging on but can’t imagine life without Lucy-goose. We are walking as dependent creatures. Even if God takes her to be with him, she is still precious to her Heavenly Father. We pray his rescue is physical now but know it ultimately comes at the resurrection.
For he will rescue the poor who cry out
and the afflicted who have no helper.13 He will have pity on the poor and helpless
and save the lives of the poor.
14 He will redeem them from oppression and violence,
for their lives are precious in his sight.
Psalm 72:12-14
New Creation Living 
Dear Pastor Jesse and Bethany,
We are praying for Lucy’s healing and for your family to feel the presence of our God.
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we love you and we are crying out to God in unity with you. May He carry you and Lucy.
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you, Lucy, and your family are in my prayers. Seven years ago, a similar situation happened to my husband. And it really came down to me, trusting God, and resting in him, knowing that his will is perfect for all of us. I pray peace for you all. I pray a complete recovery for Lucy. I think the good Lord that Lucy excepted Jesus just a few days ago. I pray that when this works its way out. Your faith will have grown, your trust in the Lord will have grown. Your peace will have grown. Your love for Jesus will have grown. These are the processes I have gone through and , I thank God for growing me ever Closer to him
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Jesse, Nathan let us know about this. We are praying fervently, Brother🙏
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Jesse. Bethany. You have an entire army of people praying on your behalf. My heart aches for you, for what you’re going through. For what Lucy is enduring. We love you all so much.
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My heart is so broken for you, z Bethany and all your family. Praying with you for that miracle. 💔💔🙏🙏✝️
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Praying, friends. This takes me back to our own dark night, following our oldest’s emergency brain surgery under different circumstances, in another children’s hospital. It helps me to imagine it with you, and I am holding space for the mystery of life & death, and those places yet uncharted on your grief map. He is with you, and with her. So are we.
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Hold her fast, Lord ❤️
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so so sad. We are all praying her Brain will heal and God will uphold you.
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We are on our knees asking the Lord for a miracle, for his nearness, and peace only he provides. May He provide healing and tangibly comfort you through this time 🙏 -David & Bethany Sumaya
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Oh Jesse and Bethany, our hearts are broken reading this about your precious Lucy..we are continually lifting Lucy and your beautiful family up in prayer as you travel through this unimaginable valley together so far from home. We love you. We know some Christian pilots in Maine, in fact the Brigade Air plane is there now. Let us know if we can do anything at all. Love, Bruce & Joan
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Jess
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Matthew 19:26
(NIV)
Jesus looked at them and said, “With man this is impossible, but with God all things are possible.”
Mark 9:23 (NKJV)
Jesus said to him, “If you can believe, all things are possible to him who believes.”
Katy Nichole “ln Jesus Name (God of Possible) lyrics:
I speak the name of Jesus over you
In your hurting, in your sorrow
I will ask my God to move
I speak the name ’cause it’s all that I can do
In desperation, I’ll seek Heaven
And pray this for you
I pray for your healing
That circumstances would change
I pray that the fear inside would flee in Jesus name
I pray that a breakthrough would happen today
I pray miracles over your life in Jesus name, in Jesus name
I speak the name of all authority
Declaring blessings, every promise
He is faithful to keep
I speak the name no grave could ever hold
He is greater, He is stronger
He’s the God of possible
I pray for your healing
That circumstances would change
I pray that the fear inside would flee in Jesus name
I pray that a breakthrough would happen today
I pray miracles over your life in Jesus name
In Jesus name
Come believe it
Come receive it
Oh, the power of His Spirit is now forever yours
Come believe it
Come receive it
In the mighty name of Jesus, all things are possible
I pray for your healing
That circumstances will change
I pray that the fear inside will flee in Jesus name
I pray that a breakthrough
Would happen today
I pray miracles over your life in Jesus name
I pray for revival
For restoration of faith
I pray that the dead will come alive in Jesus name
In Jesus name
🙏💕🙏💕🙏💕
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Jesse and Bethany our hearts are broken reading the news about your precious Lucy. We are fervently praying for her and your family as you walk through this valley so far from home. We love you. We know some Christian pilots in the uppermost part of Maine, in fact the Brigade Air plane is there now. Let us know if we can help in any way. Love, Bruce & Joan
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I am praying for Lucy’s recovery and for her family’s peace. God please answer our prayers. Don’t let the devil win with this sweet little girl.
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Have been in fervent prayer for Lucy and your whole family since I heard of this terrible news. Praying that you press hard into the truth… “For I am the LORD your God, who upholds your right hand, who says to you, ‘do not fear, I will help you.’ ” Isaiah 41:13
your sister in Christ, Betty
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Holding your little one and your family up in prayer. There are no words.
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Praying for your precious, Lucy!
Lord Jesus, we cry out to you. We look to you in our pain and brokenness as our only refuge.
Protect and strengthen this family’s FAITH as they allow YOU to carry them through with your plans for Lucy. Do what only YOU can do. Surround them with brothers and sisters in Christ. We look to you, Jesus. We entrust Lucy to you. Protect everyone’s mind from the lies of the enemy, that every thought will be held captive to the truth of Your Word alone.
We pray in your Holy Name, Jesus. Amen. We know you know the prayers of our heart when we are not able to utter a word.
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Praying for Lucy and all of you for the Lord’s hand of miraculous healing, incomparable peace and strength for all of you, for provision of wisdom and for every need, big and small as you are in this storm. Praying for the rest of the children, too, that their hearts would be filled with peace, trust, and courage. If there is anything we can do for you let us know. Praying that you will be upheld by the love of Christ in Jesus’ name.
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We are praying with you! May the Lord meet you and Bethany with all that you need moment by moment. May He uphold you. May He surround each of your children with His love. May He be glorified.
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Praying God’s healing powers will be magnified in Lucy’s body.
Praying for comfort and peace for the whole family as faith, patience and love are tested. May God bless you with hope.
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praying for your precious daughter. I cannot imagine the pain in your heart but Jesus is holding you up so you can be strong for your family. His bless you and protect you all and I pray he brings Lucy back to you.
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All of us at ABC are praying for your family to experience God’s peace and presence.
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I lift her up to the Father here in the Galilee, Israel. May she have a long and blessed life
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Dear Heavenly Father,
I petition to you on behalf of my beloved sister Bethany and her family and I am asking for a divine healing, that they may have your beloved daughter Lucy here with us longer. Lord, I thank you for your Holy Spirit who intervenes and for the ability to come to your courts and ask of you Lord. I pray that every tear, every prayer, every breath is held in your hands Lord- I pray this story becomes a mangnificent testimony to your goodness, mercy and purpose. I pray the family is encouraged by all the love, prayers and support being sent to them in such a difficult time. And I pray that we are all given discernment on how to minister to them. I thank you for the amazing gift Bethany has been to me in the few years Ive known her and know you have purpose for everything. Lord show yourself so clearly to them in this difficult path! Strengthen and encourage them all with a peace that can only come from trusting you. In Jesus name I pray! Amen💕🙏
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We are praying for your family and are holding you in our hearts. We offer to you anything you may need at any time.
Mike and Tracy Lunger – PA
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Josh and Becky have told us about your sweet daughter and we have been lifting her and your family before the Lord continually.
Jesse, Morgan, and your precious children~
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Dear Jesse and Bethany and family-I do nor personally know you but came across your sharing about Lucy. I am praying for her, that God’s miraculous and loving hands be upon her in a powerful way. Keeping all of you in prayer for comfort beyond measure during this very difficult time.
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You are all in my prayers!
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Heavenly Father. Please hear our prayers and heal this beautiful, precious little girl. God bless all of you. Sending my love to the whole Morgan family.
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Praying continuously for Lucy and your family.
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Jesse and Bethany, we are praying without ceasing for your precious Lucy and the entire family! May God’s grace carry you all through these difficult moments, hours, and days.
Steve and Ruthann Lightcap
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Praying for God to be glorified and His power witnessed by many on Lucy’s behalf. And that your family is protected and supported is supernatural ways by everyone all you and your loved ones encounter and by God Himself.
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We are praying constantly for you and your precious family ❤️
Praying God will sustain and carry you through this difficult time…
“I am he who will sustain you. I have made you and I will carry you”.
Isaiah 46:4 NIV
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Praying for the Almighty Healer to come over your daughter and work the miracle that only He can. I can’t imagine what you are going through and I will continue praying for the whole family.
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Have mercy Jesus! Be a fence around Lucy. Touch the hands of every doctor, nurse and person caring for her. May this unfortunate accident draw Jesse and Bethany closer to you and closer to each other. Your will be done.
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Dear Jesse and Bethany, A friend of a friend of yours just shared this story with me and others at our church. I fell into prayer right away and will continue to be praying for Lucy and your family during this time. I pray you will be able to lean on the Lord, feel His presence, and allow His Spirit to comfort and guide you through this. With love and prayers, Lina – NY
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prayers coming from Pennsylvania 💜 🙏
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Sacred Heart of Jesus, I have asked for many favors , but I plead for Lucy and her Family. Take it and place it in your open heart,You will not refuse it, for it is not my ,but thine will. You are all in my prayers 🙏
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Praying for your precious Lucy and sweet family from California.
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I do not know you all- but am coming from X. Praying now in South Carolina.
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He is the “Same God!” And we ask Him for miraculous healing for Lucy. Praying for every member of your family.
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Pray for the intercession of Blessed Carlos Acuitis, The newest person to be declared a Saint of the Teens.
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Jesse, Bethany, and Family,
You might feel like your faith is being challenged, but your update on Lucy paints a different story. You provided some much spiritual guidance and insight with one message. My prayers are strong for your Lucy-Goose to be the recipient of one of God’s special miracles. She sounds like a fighter knowing she wanted to be independent and seek out the Lord and welcome him
into her heart by herself. Pray with her, talk to her and, sing to her for the glory of God. Stay strong Lucy-Goose!!!
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This morning Pastor Fred Provencher shared with us at Cornerstone Christian Church about urgent prayer for Lucy. I want you to know we are praying for her and for your family. Our God can heal we pray for a miracle in Jesus name.
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praying for you and your whole family in this time in need
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Our family, as well as our church family at Immanuel Baptist, are praying for you and your precious Lucy.
Theresa Suplee
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Heavenly Father, We are earnestly crying out to you for your gracious, unfailing mercy! We come before you with heavy hearts, asking for your healing touch upon Lucy. We pray for strength and comfort for the Morgan family and our church body during this difficult time. May your peace that surpasses all understanding fill their hearts. We trust in your power to bring healing and restoration. May our brokenness bring us closer to you!
Please grant wisdom to the medical team caring for Lucy. May your power and goodness be shown to them through Lucy and her family and may they be drawn to you through this tragedy.
In Jesus’ precious name we pray!
Psalm 34:17-18: “The righteous cry out, and the Lord hears them; he delivers them from all their troubles. The Lord is close to the brokenhearted and saves those who are crushed in spirit.”
Isaiah 41:10: “So do not fear, for I am with you; do not be dismayed, for I am your God. I will strengthen you and help you; I will uphold you with my righteous right hand.”
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we love the Morgans and especially little Lucy goose at this time. Asking God for His mercy and a miracle!!
please Lord, may it be your good will to restore this little one’s mind, body and spirit and return her to her earthly family. We know you love her and them and can do all things. We praise You for Your goodness!! Amen.
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Nate and Rachel shared the news with us. Many in Texas are praying.
Lord comfort and protect the hearts and minds of this family, especially the siblings. No matter the outcome, bar the enemy from taking any territory. Use all for good – especially eternal. We trust nothing is impossible with You, Lord, and ask for Lucy to be physically healed and fully recover. We thank You for already healing her spirit with the gift of salvation and new life! 🙏🏻
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We prayed as a church at Adirondack Bible Chapel, both morning and evening. We can’t possibly comprehend the grief you are experiencing, but our hearts weigh heavy as we come alongside you in prayer. Mike and I are lifting your family up before the throne of grace. Much love to you all.
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